This note shall become the property of the human world, once it touches the ground of the human world.
这本笔记本从它掉落人间界的那一刻起,它就是人间界的东西。
The human who touches the Death Note can recognise the image and voice of its original owner, a god of death,
even if the human is not the owner of the note.
笔记本所有者能够擦决前任特有主。死神的姿态及声音。
The human who uses this note can neither go to Heaven
nor Hell.
使用过这本笔记的人,不会上天堂也不会下地狱。
Death journals
Thursday, February 28, 2008
went jamming today.
ok bad tone, i need to buy my own pedals and come up with my own sound.
gig is next sunday. bummer.
im gg sch tmr, i think. damian's chickening out of a date with a cheerleader. he wants me to talk for him. he'll just keep quiet on the date and pretends that he can't talk cos the tom yam noodles in sch are too spicy (but he's actually a noob at eating chilli also). HAHAHA.
i'm a fucker.
Write with no regrets 6:39 AM
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
OK (EDITED VERSION - cos of that bitch fiona - HAHA)
came to innova for the cca fair and performed today. i practically brought the sex to innova's sch hall. lols.
anyways, i was supposed to come with that botak damian and whore aslam. haha. but that retarded aslam somehow was locked up inside his house, as in his keys were outside his house and he was trapped inside =_= so i met damian first, but i was fucking late. hahaha.
then when we were walking to sch, it was like i didnt know innova any more. so many unfamiliar faces (a lot of nerds lah...HAHA).
and so in sch we saw GODZILLA GERRY and ah lian MAY, and we joined them, MAY TOOK HALF AN HOUR TO FINISH AN EGG. (nah, i'm not sure actually). haha. and that bitch fiona came later on. in her ac uni, but she didnt have balls to walk around in ij with it...haha (dont say she's a girl and she has no balls, she's a shemale fyi). then me, chandra, aslam, damian, fiona and fiona's friend (forget the name lah!) went to the cca talk, which is like the stupidest noobiest move we've ever made. haha. and after that, we had lunch, fiona's lips turned red after eating some spicy noodles, yeah she's a noob, i noe.
and we stayed in innova for hours more. i performed and well aslam wanted to find chicks to impress with his floorball skills (obviously jealous that they were impressed by my guitar skills - they took pictures! haha) while damian was in denial by gg for soccer training. (denial la damian cos u can't play soccer for fuck, haha KIDDING) HAHA. NOOBS MAN.
lol, then we had dinner at causeway point. yeah dinner and "dinner", if you get what i mean. k fuck it if you dont. (HAHA, and we were crapping about some pontianak, see damian's gay livejournal)
haha but today my sister was super cute. i went home and she was all alone. so she was scared and obviously was like damn pleased when i came home. she poured me a glass of chocolate milk and served me dinner. haha, then she showed me her castle drawing.
lols, yeah sometimes i feel like smashing her head against the wall but i guess she's the only irritating sister anyone could ask for. and maybe i'll put up her pics one day. but then again, there are those fucking sick paedophiles out there like chandra and amin.
AND FUCK YOU IF URE THINKING THIS IS GAY AND ARE LAUGHING AT ME. I BET U DONT HAVE A YOUNGER SISTER/BRO TO PLAY WITH. I BET U ONLY PLAY WITH YOURSELF.
fuckers
Write with no regrets 8:43 AM
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
k fine ppl, blame me, go ahead.
when you are feeling like shit/stressed/in a dilemma and you're not sure who to blame, blame *points to himself*(blame me lah fuck).
argh, k im turning crazy, but seriously stop it ppl. you are the cause of your own problems. and finding the blame wont help you come to a solution.
and lastly, i can get pissed off also. so yeah.
FUCK
Write with no regrets 6:57 AM
Monday, February 25, 2008
monday blues.
Write with no regrets 6:03 AM
Friday, February 22, 2008
G
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yeah. been going out like crazy, tired man.
Write with no regrets 6:50 AM
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
betcha cant play this.
hahaha, i can. in like 45678798 years.
no no, i can, i think i can.
i rotted again at home today. yeah yeah, i know u jc ppl have orientation. haha. anyways today a weird random guy from mda called me and surveyed me. haha, wth sia. he asked me what phone i'm using and stuff. and when i said dopod, he said, wah wah, dopod ah, wah wah. hahaha. ok.
this is going nowhere.
Write with no regrets 6:04 AM
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
NRIC : S9022587A Name : MUHAMMAD IDHAM B MOHD ALI
1. The results of your application are as follows: Posted Institution : NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC Course Name : MULTIMEDIA & ANIMATION Course Code : N55 2. If you are posted to a JC/MI, please report to the JC/MI on 20 Feb 2008 at 7.30 a.m.. If you are posted to a Polytechnic/ITE, an enrolment package with the relevant enrolment details will be sent to you. 3. If you wish to apply for a transfer to a particular course, you should approach the institution concerned directly. The institution concerned will inform you of the outcome of your application.
went town and bugis today. fuck, dont wanna talk about it.
i'm looking forward to poly, somehow.
ok, i'm damn tired. shall crash.
anyways, teh tarek at zam-zam is the sex.
Write with no regrets 6:33 AM
Monday, February 18, 2008
haha, super fucking high today!!!!!
helmi knows why. 3, i repeat 3. haha, nice date today, 19/02/2008.
you guys should buy 4d (1902).
Write with no regrets 8:03 AM
Sunday, February 17, 2008
weekends have been fun, kept going out with family and friends.
but the horror of weekdays, beginning from tmr. FUCK. haha, think i'm gg sch tmr to play some soccer. anyways, getting my posting results on tues. hope i get my first or second choice.
yeah, not quite ready for it though. ok, i'm off.
Write with no regrets 6:09 AM
Thursday, February 14, 2008
sian.
sian.
sian.
lol. fucking sian man to be alone at home.
anyways, i've decided.
and there's nth that will stop me. scale, fretboard, tapping, sweep picking, legato.
Write with no regrets 6:54 AM
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
came back to sch again today.
all i have to say is, i'm still the king. :D
king of guitar. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Write with no regrets 5:42 AM
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
stayed at home today watching movies.
then sometimes, i'd be thinking, what would i be usually doing in sch at ard this time, and what would my friends be doing
like would they be having so much fun, e.g. playing soccer for p.e. while i'm stuck at home? would they miss me? or worse, would they be talking about me?
this is fucked up.
i'm seriously fucking bored at home, someone give me sth to do please before i turn into a pocket emo (see my friendster profile page).
HAHA
Write with no regrets 12:54 AM
Monday, February 11, 2008
came to innova for a nice little visit. had a chat with my friends in the canteen, then played soccer. it was hell fun.
then i went to the mc (musician's club) room. and after a while i left (for the first time - i just see no reason for me to stay behind). and on the way home, talked about life with zhai.
i feel like there's a lot for me to say but i'm not sure what it is i want to say. i'm so indifferent and yet i kinda miss going to school.
and there was this person who said sth to me today, which for no reason is still stuck inside my head.
she said sth like, "are you chinese? he's chinese?(asks my friend)".
i guess after hearing the same few words from ppl, which is, "how are you", "are you okay" or "i heard what happened", hearing sth different just means a lot. i dont know, maybe it's her.
i need a gf. i think.
but then again she also said she hates chinese boys. haha.
Write with no regrets 3:40 AM
Sunday, February 10, 2008
been sleeping like a pig these few days, i'm so shagged.
haha, went to west coast today, played around with my sis on kick scooter. but before that, we ate at the ayer rajah food centre (i ate mutton chop). and then at west coast park, we ate macdonalds again (actually it's only me). haha, i eat a lot these days. then we went to sheng siong to buy groceries.
then back at home, i ate again. lol. well, i guess i've got a big appetite.
(k it's obvious that i have nth to say actually. i guess i should just go and watch spider man. HAHA.)
Write with no regrets 3:36 AM
Saturday, February 9, 2008
k, i'm broke (i think i need to find a job real soon).
maybe i should drop by pizza hut on monday. hmm.
anyways, family outing tmr. nth much. but im just grateful that my family did not take the smoking thingy too badly, and also grateful for the fact that they were always on my side.
k my life is sian. bye.
Write with no regrets 5:41 AM
Thursday, February 7, 2008
new blog. a change, hopefully.
anyways, a lot of shit has happened since the last time i blogged.
firstly, i'm single. secondly, i got retained. and lastly, i got kicked out of school. (which makes the second point useless)
but it's not all too bad for me.
i mean getting retained esp, made new friends (the COOLIOS), got closer to some classmates from last year who got retained as well. single life, well, freedom i guess, and i get to spend more time with friends and to just flirt around. haha. for getting kicked out of school, i don't really mind actually, i mean thinking about it, who would want to stay in a shithole like that. but i'll miss my friends. and the way in which i got kicked out was just rather unfair to me (i'm the only one who got kicked out).
ok, apparently i got "caught" for smoking. actually, no, it's we. we were "caught" at the void deck of block 509 and were said to be smoking because of the smell (which is !@#%$^$ because the teachers didn't even smelled me) . and furthermore, to me, you're only caught for smoking if you're caught in the act, which is having the cigg in your hand, lighted, and you were seen puffing. and you know what the teachers said? they said they saw us, at 10th floor, smoking.
ok ok, so we were at 10th floor but if they saw us smoking, why didnt they catch us in the act? liars.
and also, we were not doing it in sch, it was done at a hdb flat, isn't that fair enough? and yet, the sch even said that we gave a lot of trouble to them by serving as bad influence to our friends. i think that's the most fucked up part cos even if we smoke, we didn't ask anyone else in the sch to smoke, and come on, i'm like 18 this year...WTF.
but what i esp hated was how the teachers lied to me, they said i still have a place and look what happened. when my parents came, they suddenly wanted to expel me. it's either expulsion or i withdrew. and the vp was the worst (for it was his idea to expel me) and it was also he who created the most nonsensical stories about me.
k firstly, he said my progress this year is still bad, which is #^$&$*. then he said he had a lot of one-to-one talks with me warning me of what happens if i create trouble, and that i even signed contracts with him, which is another !@#$%%^. and lastly, he told me to justify myself and yet, whenever i said sth, he just shook his head and laughed (no respect), and thus i replied that i don't seem to have any say in this at all and he said that he gave me a lot of say when i got retained and when i got caught the first time...!@#$%^&* (he didnt even talk to me when i got caught the first time).
anyways, i think i've had enough talking of this. what i just don't understand is, how do these ppl live with themselves. don't they feel any guilt whatsoever?
if only i really had the Deathnote, it would be my name written in it