Thursday, February 7, 2008
new blog. a change, hopefully.
anyways, a lot of shit has happened since the last time i blogged.
firstly, i'm
single.
secondly, i
got retained.
and lastly, i
got kicked out of school. (which makes the second point useless)
but it's not all too bad for me.
i mean getting retained esp, made new friends (the COOLIOS), got closer to some classmates from last year who got retained as well.
single life, well, freedom i guess, and i get to spend more time with friends and to just flirt around. haha.
for getting kicked out of school, i don't really mind actually, i mean thinking about it, who would want to stay in a shithole like that. but i'll miss my friends. and the way in which i got kicked out was just rather unfair to me (i'm the only one who got kicked out).
ok, apparently i got "caught" for smoking. actually, no, it's we. we were "caught" at the void deck of block 509 and were said to be smoking because of the smell (which is !@#%$^$ because the teachers didn't even smelled me) . and furthermore, to me, you're only caught for smoking if you're caught in the act, which is having the cigg in your hand, lighted, and you were seen puffing. and you know what the teachers said? they said they saw us, at 10th floor, smoking.
ok ok, so we were at 10th floor but if they saw us smoking, why didnt they catch us in the act? liars.
and also, we were not doing it in sch, it was done at a hdb flat, isn't that fair enough? and yet, the sch even said that we gave a lot of trouble to them by serving as bad influence to our friends. i think that's the most fucked up part cos even if we smoke, we didn't ask anyone else in the sch to smoke, and come on, i'm like 18 this year...WTF.
but what i esp hated was how the teachers lied to me, they said i still have a place and look what happened. when my parents came, they suddenly wanted to expel me. it's either expulsion or i withdrew. and the vp was the worst (for it was his idea to expel me) and it was also he who created the most nonsensical stories about me.
k firstly, he said my progress this year is still bad, which is #^$&$*. then he said he had a lot of one-to-one talks with me warning me of what happens if i create trouble, and that i even signed contracts with him, which is another !@#$%%^. and lastly, he told me to justify myself and yet, whenever i said sth, he just shook his head and laughed (no respect), and thus i replied that i don't seem to have any say in this at all and he said that he gave me a lot of say when i got retained and when i got caught the first time...!@#$%^&* (he didnt even talk to me when i got caught the first time).
anyways, i think i've had enough talking of this. what i just don't understand is, how do these ppl live with themselves. don't they feel any guilt whatsoever?
if only i really had the Deathnote,
it would be my name written in it
Write with no regrets
9:44 PM
